Saturday, December 31, 2005
oh no...i think the saddest things has happened to me.devastation 1: i forgot to upload the photos in my fone to my com n happily traded it in...all my photos of frens, random pictures, and photos of my cute lil' jik bao bi!!!
devastation 2: apparently jik bao bi has started recognizing faces n that is the worse thing that can ever happen bcos he doesn't want to play n laugh with just anybody now. i didn't see him for 2 wks and i'm like a stranger to him now so he just screams his little head off at me.
well, the next time i see that little bugger he will be running already, and asking me "who are you?" in his kid-dish, adorable australian accent. yep, they're moving to the same state but they're in the South while i'll be in the West...n the flight is like a few hours. so near yet so far...cant even drive up to visit dem=( sigh. i'm gonna miss him so.
what are YOU looking at?
okaye...and i'm extremely guilty for spending so much of my parents' money...kinda broke now. do u know that a notary public's signature cost a freaking 42bucks?!?!?! it's not like he uses a gold pen or if his hand is magic...i jus cant make any sense out of it! and i had to get 2 of those signatures..luckily its not 5 or 10...lol. i shall force my brother to become a lawyer and earn big bucks jus by signing documents...haha. i think in this month alone i've splurged more than enough...GUILTY. i shall not splurge in the next 4 yrs. yea, i think its possible, seeing how there's not many places to go shopping over there and not many things to buy, which will help me save up.
| Saturday, December 31, 2005 |
Friday, December 30, 2005
UPDATED!!!http://public.fotki.com/sherzy/
| Friday, December 30, 2005 |
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
i'm back!!! haii...i think this is the 1st time i din get to celebrate X'MAS in s'pore. i kinda miss it...bcos i'm a family person...miss those family gatherings so much.if s'pore is food paradise, then bangkok could be shoppers' paradise...and it wont hurt ur pocket too. i dont know if i did too much shopping...cos my parents' wallets are almost empty..and it was mainly me who went on a shopping spree=P i feel guilty for not buying alot stuff for my frens....cos my mom keep saying i buy buy buy den she no more $$...
omg~i think those who wanna slim down can go to bangkok. i dont know, mayb its bcos they eat very little, summore their food is SUPER DUPER spicy...so most of the girls are very slim. i felt like laughing when i bought a shirt at chatuchak...cos its tight fit for me and its XL. and all the clothes are so small...too small for me even. budden i tink i love the market best...its so cheap and for the love of shopping and getting the best buys, i can stand the smell, the uneven floors, the squeeziness, anything...hahas. but the adults are so irritating, bcos they cant shop there, they refuse to go back the next day (you couldn't finish exploring the whole market in 2 days even!) i actually told my mom i'm definitely coming back...w/o any adults and whiny kids...they get on my nerves and i cant shop in peace!
on the 1st day we rode on a tuk tuk to chatukchak market...omg~their driving is harzardous! they dont have any signal lights and they just weave in and out of cars...madness...and they drive at breakneck speed oso..i think my aunt almost puked...lols. but i like it, like some mini rollercoaster...but my dad forbid us to take the tuk tuk aft that day...=( oh yar, u can really see the air is kinda cloudy...and the tuk tuk is open air...so i dont dare to breathe...so torturing for my lungs!
here's something really disgusting. after taking the tuk tuk, and spending a day at the market...when we go back to the hotel...we cleaned our noses (cos my mom came b4 and said we had to)...believe it or not, the insides of our nose is really black...as in charcoal black...yuck yuck yuck! i think my lungs died already...i think i'll live 5 yrs shorter also...
the 2nd n 3rd day we went to MBK, the shopping centre connected to our hotel...it had so many levels we had to walk 2 days also...
and almost every dish we ate was spicy...so hot that we had sausage lips...hahas...and the tom yum soup is so choking...but very yummy. i think the food there is suitable for jibin...hahas...
i think the ppl there are very patient oso...bcos their traffic jam really jam long enuf for young kids to walk on the roads n sell stuff...poor things. the first day, we walked so much that our feet were all aching, so the adults went to massage, then my mom told me to try foot massage...so shuang! i felt like i was flying back to the hotel instead of walking after that...budden on the last day they ask me to try whole body massage. the girl so bony...so its like bones grinding bones...and they hamthump my head so pain...and more powerful then jenny's massage oso...lols. and there are soooo many other things...you just got to see for urself~
i miss s'pore n everyone so so so much!!!
| Wednesday, December 28, 2005 |
there's nothing like home.
Thursday, December 22, 2005
i'm finally home~!!! but i hardly have enough time to bond with my bed yet, and i'm flying again tmr morning! kinda sick of flying...i hate it when the plane dips a little and my stomach sinks as well. i figured if a plane can make me feel sick, i can forget about theme parks for the rest of my life.i think i'm so lucky. was supposed to travel with Valuair and they dont fly to aust anymore, so we got transferred to Qantas...no additional charges! on both flights i made full use of the facilities..lol. i sound like a typical s'porean. i watched four movies in total (the outsiders, the island, brothers grimm, war of the worlds) and listened to F.I.R n JJ's songs...wad a treat~frm practically nothing to yummy meals n TV as well=)
on the flight to perth, there was this lil girl sitting beside me, she was so adorable!!! she's called cor-ne-lay, however u spell that. she kept playing with us, and she was such a jovial kid so we got a lil' shocked when she starting crying when we were about to land. so we asked her what's wrong and she covered her ears n pouted her lips and said "pain"...then the air steward pat her head n said "poor little bugger" lols. and the hyper little girl was fast aslp when we landed. yea, i'm still very fascinated by the purple trees...cool summer tis yr. i'm so afraid temperatures may rise to 40degrees..and that there'll be heat waves...i'll die of heatstroke! luckily for the days we were there it was quite cooling.
we went to penguin island on monday. it was like a private tour for the four of us...funny thing is the guide told us they had 12 peeps the day before n 13 the next..but that day it was jus the four of us. so he drove us in a small van, with the kayaks bhind. i was so dumb, i forgot we were in aust..so i packed beach clothes like wad i usually wear to sentosa...BIG MISTAKE. we got down the bus n we're like, shit...its so damn cold...so we shiver shiver shiver. pulled the kayaks near the shore n started cursing summore bcos the water was freezing cold. aft facing the fact that we haf no choice but to withstand the cold, we started kayaking towards penguin island. it looked like a huge feat to me, cos firstly, i've nv kayak before n i've got phobia of capsizing, plus, the island looks like its miles away frm the shore. but we realised the water was very shallow throughout and before we knew it, we reached the island. we looked for the fairy penguins, so called bcos they are the smallest of all penguin species...and we spotted a seal, a fat one too. did i mention that seagulls are irritatingly noisy? very fierce as well. *makes a face* after rowing further to deeper waters n strong waves...it got kinda scary and we headed back for lunch. while we were eating we spotted big lizards!!! they look very slimy, i wonder if they are called salamanders? 3 of em' got into a lizard fight! the guide was very funny...he had alot special sound effects when he told us stories of ppl being attacked by animals and he will pretend he is bitten and he goes "ahhhhh!" damn hilarious...he told us once a man was slpin under the tree and the lizard bit his ear, den the man immediately woke up n tried pulling the lizard off, and the lizard was very long so the guide said it looked like he was having lizard earrings...lols. then we walked ard the island, went to see the penguins feeding, spotted 2 other seals, one with a sore butt...but we din see any dolphins, kinda disappointed, i like dolphins. the guide had binocular eyes, he cld see them miles away...but when we kayak there we din see any=( but anw we had alot of fun...we were splashing at each other, and we ambushed the guide n poured a bucket full of water on him...so we jus kept revenging. when we got on land, we were shivering again...but when we got home...rah~we were coloured pink n red...the next day, i felt sore all over. like my skin was gonna fall out...i feel so parched like a sun dried tomato. urgh. this is the first time i'm burnt so badly...and i just kept wondering where was the sun if we were shivering the whole time? prolly the wind made us forgot we were under the sun...shite.
we had most of our meals at manhattan's on hay. they're closed on wed, so my uncle drove us ard the seas n beaches. the waves there are prolly 5 times bigger than the waves here...can surf. and there are lotsa ppl at the beach...many times more than s'pore...not that s'pore beaches can accomodate that many ppl...then we dropped by harbourtown the 2nd time to shop...they have alot factory outlets there and there were sales.
the things in life are really unpredictable. before i went there, i dreamt of snapping lotsa pictures with my cousins doing stupid actions...i thought of all the late night chats we would have like we used to. but in the end...all the pictures i took were mainly of scenery, and everyday they have to work at the cafe till late, and we reach home ard 11pm everyday, so after bathing they are all so tired they slp almost right away...sumtimes they even get too lazy to bathe (but its okay cos we dun perspire there) even fel said she missed us so much but she din even get to spend much time with us. how sad=( nevertheless, we heard funny stories of michelle n felicia when they were young and had a good laugh over dinner...like how fel chewed on a lizard's tail (ewww) n them pounding the bed n seeing the dust fly, afterwhich they mistook the dust for breadcrumbs n ate it in a frenzy. i think they inherited their funny crazy genes frm their mom...they must have...bcos they are still as crazy as ever...and over there, instead of improving my english, i learnt more korean frm fel...lols. my cousins, the way they cross the road is simply dangerous. so now i, like them, run instead of walking across roads. we went to formosa cafe 3 days in a row...to watch chinese variety shows...n drank bubble tea. its funny cos i nv drink it in s'pore but over dere u juz naturally miss it. we went KTV as well...kinda ex! they shld consider having packages like kbox...but its nice being able to sing chinese songs in such an angmoh country...i guess we had fun afterall~but 4 yrs there? mayb i will rot n die like wad mich says.
(i'll upload the pics another time)
| Thursday, December 22, 2005 |
Sunday, December 18, 2005
phew, finally haf time to use the com.when i came out of the perth airport..omg~its was 1++am and freezing cold cos the winds were blowing. the next morning was very cold too...i had to be wrapped up in jeans n jacket...was quite sad as i thought i wouldn't haf the chance to wear my summer clothes like the skirts n tops i brought. but wad do u know? the next morning i opened the door n it was WARM. hahas...dats like so sudden. but its warm only bcos of the sun, when the wind blows its very cold. but its not so bad today, like aircon, so u hardly perspire here...unlike when i walk to the bus stop in s'pore, i'm already perspiring like donno wad.
the only thing i hate here is that the houseflies are so DAMN IRRITATING. they are very notorious bcos i already heard of dem before i came...as my frens were telling me, like wad jamie said...they will land on ur face! luckily i'm not like HJ..i think she'll scream...cos they'll land near ur eye too...EEEEE! then my cousins hate it here cos there's no night life...NO LIFE here. like the shops close real early n all that. oh ya, the food here is real ex..i tink its the standard of living...like a breakfast of bacon n eggs prolly cost abt 12 sing dollars??? i think i'd rather starve or eat maggi n give those restaurants a run for their money...lols. dat really dampened ur mood huh? but there's things i like here as well...
like the fine weather here really cheers me up. and in case u didn't know...i woke up the first morning (cos i arrive at nite and couldn't see anything) and i saw....PURPLE TREES!!! i was soooo fascinated!!! they are gorgeous! its a pity i cannot upload pictures now...
and my uncle's cafe is mainly purple n pink! like my favourite bimbo colours??? it makes me happy just being in it...wouldn't mind working there.=)
and my cousins n the whole family gets kinda blur sometimes so funny things happen. like michelle n her mom went to watch a christmas parade n they got lost...so she called her dad to pick em' up. and they din noe where they were..and their dad was like, how am i gonna pick u up if i dont know where u are???
and just today, michelle was reading my bk on the bus, "WHERE RAINBOWS END" (she loves it) n forgot to alight...but she's usually unsure of where to alight as well (aft living 2-3yrs there..lols) so we missed the stop..and we crossed the road to take the bus back...and we missed the stop again...SO DUMB RITE! hahas. n today we went to FORMOSA CAFE..its a place where many asians go to...they haf a comics section n LAN, and they serve bubble tea n we watched guess guess guess there...can u believe it??? it was the only moment i felt at home=)
and utopia serves bubble tea too...n plays music videos...both chinese n english. fel n mich knows how to sing canto/korean/jap songs...she was so surprised when she sang 'SI XING BU GAI' by BOYZ' and i joined in as well...hahas. now we can go karaoke-ing together!
i miss my frens in s'pore! they seem like they're having fun...i hope they miss me too.
| Sunday, December 18, 2005 |
Thursday, December 15, 2005
hahas. mich n fel so funny. they told their papa to go n slp early today so at 1am can pick us up at the airport. den my uncle called my mom..and she was like "huh?! they're not even on the plane yet!" lols. my cousins...so blur...bet they're too excited! now, still left wif 25 hours!!! can i like fly now now now...i'm gonna die of excitement~dont u just love the feel of the airport? i dont know...but everytime i step in that place, it gives me an undescribable feeling...i just love it. sigh...seriously cant wait.
| Thursday, December 15, 2005 |
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
today i went to jamie's hse again..tis time wif nana!!! finally we go out together...but we din go shopping cos all of us kinda broke=( then we went to the clubhouse...sat down for barely 5secs den we went to play pool. even the room is so nice~then next door is gym, and the pool is right before our eyes cos the room has glass windows...felt like jumping right in. lol. we only played two games...then i was quite sleepy n tired so i hit very light, den jam say my ball always roll very slowy...lol. never eat rice. then we went upstairs to watch The Longest Yard and ate cup noodles...and laughed together at the silly funny show...hahas. den after that we go J8. where's the cab when we need em'??? we took photos!!! nice machine=P so long din take redi...so i lost touch n din decorate very nicely. den i realise i cld nv grow tired of taking neoprints cos the decorations are always so pretty n adorable~something u can nv get out of digital cams. so i dun mind taking once in awhile...and they are great for remembrance=) we also walked ard n jam went to ebase to change her shirt. actually i wanted to buy that skirt frm ebase...n denim shorts too...but i'm really very broke now...i'm so so so sad!!!! budden i try to comfort myself by telling myself i can buy alot stuff in bkk...lols. altho` 23rd doesn't seem that long...i'm desperate for shopping!!!now i really haf to think twice before i spend...argh...everytime i wanna buy something i think i might regret...n i cant bear to part wif my $$$...lols. i'm not stingy/cat/miser...did i mention that i'm 2000 bucks poorer? i told mom i dont wan a labtop cos its so ex...budden many ppl keep saying its compulsory bla bla...so end up had to buy...and i paid for myself!!!! omg~do you know how big the hole in my heart is now...sigh. after paying...i pretended to go weak in the knees and my sis jus laughed at me...hahas. i was so bent on buying my ipod nano...but after all tis, i dont really know if i wanna buy it anymore. maybe it isn't a necessity...its just a want? but its so pretty that i fell in love wif it at first sight...haii. now i can only wish santa could give me a nano for x'mas *prays hard* well, i've been good all year...lols.
a day left to 15th Dec! mich is soooo excited...hahas. i hope they'll not be too tired or busy for the late nite talks. cant wait to see my pretty/cute/bimbotic cousins...hahas. love them.
oh yar, i hope jam have a good flight and enjoy her trip too=)
| Wednesday, December 14, 2005 |
Monday, December 12, 2005
its not like i crazily believe in horoscopes, but i read those at the back of 17 magazine every month, solely for entertainment...n then we all get excited bcos more often than not, they tell us we're gonna meet some cutie...and then our hearts do a lil' dance...but of cos its all in vain as it hardly ever happens...wait, more like it NEVER happens. but i'm really wondering if ppl with the same horoscopes have alot in common...maybe under all that mask, they actually do have many common points? juz wondering...cos i always come across horoscope profiles that i find are quite true...at least for me...like for example:"You probably come across as cool but once someone gets to know you,they'll see that this is just a cover. Inside, you're a soft, warm, caring,and intuitive girl. On the downside, you tend to take things to heart and an innocent remark can send you into a huge downer."
the part in bold is like so true la...my frens always say i'm very cold n icy and un approachable. i even rmb seeing quite a few testimonials saying i'm very 'dao'...hahas.
anw, i was so bored at my aunt's hse today cos jik bao bi wasn't in a very smiley mood=( but my aunt developed tis sudden new habit of going to the library recently. the last wk i flipped thru Dan Brown's "Angels and Demons" I was so intrigued by the ambigram...its so cool!! tis week i picked up "Tuesdays With Morrie" and i finished it in less than a day! well, not that it was that long...and its a nice story. but i just find it weird cos usually housewives dont have the time for books...and my aunt even go for those popular titles and reserves them...i got a lil' shock when i found out she borrows these books la. actually i wanted to read "The Five People You Meet In Heaven" but she said its a lil' jumpy n boring. so she gave me the other instead. now i know why she's called our modern aunty. hahas. she even likes to give herself new names...a long time ago she asked us to call her Kass??? and now its Zen...woa~hahas.
-Daily bread are the sweetest things in life.-
| Monday, December 12, 2005 |
just now went to jam's hse. its the first time i've been to her hse since she moved. her sista's room is very PINK.hahas. the scenery very pretty...and the lights very romantic!!! and its so windy and cooling at night...so nice~and we went for a walk n go to the swings.(i miss swings! din get to play for so long redi...) den me n jam talk talk talk. i find it so cute when she said she cry regarding some matters. budden frm tis can see she cares alot bout her frens...sucha sweet girl. she's one girl i'm gonna miss alot! sigh. everybody's asking if i can bear to leave my frens...aint the answer obvious...i love ALL of my frens...i even wish they could manufacture enormous luggage so i can put my frens in and bring them over =( i can get so so so sad n depressed just thinking bout it...but i think i just need to grit my teeth and get it over and done with. but its so hard...its just so hard. help! i think i'm gonna cry...*sob*
| Monday, December 12, 2005 |
Saturday, December 10, 2005
oh gosh~i forgot how torturous it was when i slept in my bro's room during the period of the O's. i had to...considering how my sis always comes back at such a godly hour. but instead of having a good nite sleep...i was kept awake by my brother's snores...yes he snores! or so i think, cos i insisted that he does snore, and my mom insist that he doesn't and says he just breathes very loudly. yeah...so loud it travels across the room to my ears. last night i was tormented again cos he slept in my room as my sis din come back...she keeps staying over at her bf's hse...my mom says she's acting like she's already married...eww? just my luck that i'm too light a sleeper...i was trying to fall aslp at 2am last nite...budden when i shut off the com, the room just grew silent, and suddenly, i hear snores and i'm like oh no. but i think i'm quite tolerant...hahas...though at times i did contemplate strangling my brother. lols. so last night i mentally added a 'tiao jian' for my ideal guy....HE CANNOT SNORE!!! haha. and i think i just helped my brother get rid of a large number of ideal future girlfrens...hahaha...oh, he's afraid of the dark too~lols.| Saturday, December 10, 2005 |
Friday, December 09, 2005
wow~! had a blast at sentosa today. lucky we went to sentosa. lucky we went to palawan beach. there was eye candy.(!!!) hahahas. we were so busy having fun we forgot to take pictures of ourselves. we met two VERY CUTE N SHUAI boys...jack n david, and i mean VERY. hahas. jack has got blue eyes and david's got brown eyes i think. both of them has blonde (and abit brown hair). we had lotsa fun in the water...and they are very good swimmers...hahas. nice hair, nice eyes, nice smile...omg~seriously cute! they're like huimei's kind of surfer boys...hahas...her dream come true. and guess wad?they're only 3 and 4 years old!!!!! hahas. wad were you thinking?
we were burying jenny wif sand when jack came to ask, "what are you doing?" he wasn't scared of strangers at all and even kicked jenny!!! he was really being naughty, and enjoying it. den his mom came n told him to be nice, and not to annoy ppl and he nodded. then he helped us bury jenny back...hahas. cute! den david was there too. he told us jack's name was jake lo...den when we called "jake!" den jack said.."not jake! i'm jack" hahas. david said he's four...den i ask jack how old is he..and he showed 3 lil fingers...so adorable. den we played with them in the water n all dat. jack so cute...purposely plop into the water n fall on his butt..den laugh. david is a good diver...much more daring den us. they din even mind dat they drank alot salt water...hahas. den david went to take off his shirt den huijuan got excited...hahaha....budden, he strip everything den come into the water leh...den we like abit awkward dun dare play wif him..hahas. den later he wear his pants halfway den waddle into the water...like duck. den jack call david as "da-verd". den david swam further den he said "come on girls" hahas..huimei said he's flirting alredi. lols. and they did alot of cute stuff...made us fall head over heels for them. although jack quite stubborn, naughty n playful..but huijuan says he's the killer boy...and she got killed.LOL! their hair very soft...n blonde! den we try to help dem spike..lols. david's like mummy's boy...the absolute opposite. budden he very nice to jack den always get bullied by him...den he will cry. hahas. but very fast recover...den both forever so cheerful n playful. they are really different from s'porean kids man...and angmohs really have no qualms bout letting their kids play in the sea by themselves...i think its the type of upbringing that makes them so different frm the kids here. n their features are a plus!!! it was real hard to get good shots of them though...they were busy playing...hahas...i only managed to take some shots...
this is the one good shot i took of david...he's quite shuai.
i still like jack more!!!
told ya he's cute~
lil' jack waiting for the waves to come in...
see how they both hold their pants...hahas.
we wanted to built sandcastle too cos the sun wasn't strong enuf for tanning. but we ended up building a pyramid...complete wif tunnels and defence wall. den it was high tide...so we built a sea wall for protection..but it wasn't enuf...n we ended up building 3 walls! but the waves were really strong...so i lie parallel to act as breakwater...hahas.
our man made, or rather, life groynes...
like pyramid cum igloo...
though our seawall helped in protecting our pyramid from the waves....it couldn't defend the attacks from jack...he destroyed it in 3 mighty kicks from his little feet.
our footprint-starfish
taken only when there's no sun sand and sea...lols.
JACK AND DAVID ARE VERY ADORABLE!!!
| Friday, December 09, 2005 |
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
yeah~i'm one happy girl...cos i met the girls today!!! like for the first time in ages when its only 1 wk+...lols...how am i gonna survive w/o them in future? i think i'll just die!anw, we went to the kbox at suntec city n spent an awful long time deciding which package to go for...i think the person in charge couldn't stand us also...but he was nice to us at least...hahas. we sang alot songs...and screamed some too...hahas...it was real funny, especially with huijuan around...she always has some funny actions up her sleeves. oh yar, we bought the K Student package...but we dont believe its only 6 bucks cos there's no way it'll be that cheap..hm said there's bound to be some fine print or something. haha. i guess she's right in some way or other bcos when the bill came, we realised we had to pay a freaking 15 dollars for barely a handful of kachang puteh leh...last time they sell outside those cinemas for wad...20? 50 cents? i still cant find anything special with their nuts...cheat our feelings! hahas. but we still had a great time=)
took this from huimei's blog (so touched leh!!!) :
as for sherilyn what more can i say...she's one of my bestest best friends alr(really?)
we gossiped we toked we laughed we crapped we got angry,irritated,sad all together so how could i possibly not miss her when she's gone..(i'll miss u oso la)
we weren't good friends in sec 1
but at the end of sec 2
we became better frds n things jus got better and better and yet now she has to leave..she's unique in her own ways (izzit? like how?=P) and i'll really really miss her cos i doubt there's much possibility of her staying..
BUT at least she gets to go c all the australian hotties(haha! how do u noe they're hot?)
those surfer guys..those model-like guys,those guys with blue eyes,brown eyes,grey eyes and theirs are natural eye colours(i can see ur dreamy face haha)
she gets to see things we dont have in singapore like shuai ge(go HK la!)
oh lucky her
aint she sweet? hahas.
| Wednesday, December 07, 2005 |
Monday, December 05, 2005
feels like they've been M.I.A since they came back from HK but i bet they were just catching up on their beauty sleep. we're going out tmr, finally!meanwhile i've been up to nothing...just celebrated my cousin's birthday last saturday...on that morning, i awoke to a baby sitting on top of me(wif my mom's help). thought it was my neighbour's baby so i just heck and went back to sleep. but when i closed my eyes...i was like, wait, this baby has HUGE eyes...so i looked again and saw jik bao bi...so cute...sitting on top of me...and he's alot more effective than a alarm clock! i sprang up immediately...lols.
babies are adorable but troublesome sometimes. when they're in the best of mood, they play n laugh with you. when they're are sleepy, they cannot just close their eyes n sleep, they'll get cranky, cry, wail, and u haf to lull them to sleep. basically, what they do is:
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EAT.
SLEEP.
CRY.
lols. but then there are the cute moments as well...
getting all cross-eyed...haha.
he seriously thinks his fist is a yummylicious drumstick that never diminishes in size...sumtimes he eats it like its the best thing in the world...making loud slurping noises...lols.
his reaction when he noticed the camera...
that's wad u get when he's in a good mood...haha...i was playing peek-a-boo with him...
| Monday, December 05, 2005 |
Saturday, December 03, 2005
i wanted to stay in bed longer actually but decided against it...so i woke up xtra early today, well, not really, but earlier then usual. thought i'd better start working on those christmas cards.gosh...i feel like a dying person with a 101 wishes to fulfil...although i wont feel as much fear, but its quite true when i say my days are numbered!!! i'm just not going to vanish from the face of the earth yet. i dont even have a month left to spend with my frens...and who knows when they'll be free...its hard having to try to leave behind everything i've dreamt of, hoped for, lived for, and lived WITH for the past 16 years. i think i'm one weird person, leaving behind all the things i've familiarized myself with for a foreign place. maybe its a decision made at the spur of the moment, but its a decision i'll haf to stick with.
haha...i love this wall! going to SA was my dream...
love the school, love the uniform...
weird but i just felt so right there.
guess i'm not fated to be there...
if only i can DHL my bed over like wad jenny said...lols. i'll miss my girly bimbo bedsheets! and my mom's cooking...and the cosiness of my home...and the local food...and jik bao bi!...and my frens of cos...and so much more...shite...i'm homesick already...
i dont mind making my bed everyday...love it~